just wanted to let you know (:
-you are apsolutely right. people do not change. No,They BECOME. who they are today. who they were yesturday. people become themselves. wether that be a hollow shell of nonpotential,or a beautifully insightfull person. people become. and sometimes they deserve your forgiveness of the past in exchange for a second try.
i must say ive grown completely sick of people and their judgemental diseases. there is apsolutly no problem with who you are and with who i am. why must humanity be so beautiful in such a hidious way? if the world could learn to live and let live,life would be so much sweeter for such a more highly grand amount of people. we are all guilty of it we’ve all judged somthing or someone at some point. All it takes is crashing reality to bring the idea to you to open your damn blackened eyes and see whats going on. life is not just some board game where you get another chance or a way to truelly take things back. you mean somthing to this world,wether it be somthing good or somthing bad-THAT is what you can repair. if youve been the bearer of bad to life turn yourself inside out & wash yourself off. change it,become somthing good. somthing truelly good and change the course of your life and the people around your live. you can do it (: i promise. let go of this pathetic image and become the good with in you.
haha well there’s nothing worse than realizing that your not so good at something that may have caught your wind of passion. especially not when you’ve already tricked yourself into believing your awesome at it. for example,singing,dancing,poetry,playing an instrument,or maybe even playing a sport (not to leave out the thousands more). you cant say you’ve never been there-stuck in that moment when you truly realize “wow ive been a fool to myself all along believing and bragging about how great i am at my passion when in fact ive been blind to my intense flaws all along.” the thing that we don’t realize though is that its not all that bad. when we think about it nobody is good at everything they wish they were at. also most times we get so struck by the moment that we become overwhelmed with embarrassment and disdain that we quit the thing that’s made us so happy in the mist of blindness. we forget that we can grow and become better and sometimes don’t even move on. well if youve made it this far into my post id like to let you know that there is no reason to give up. the best thing to do is come to peace with your flaw and give it all to strive for your goal. sure a night of comfort food and a good movie does help the night of realization,but you cant procrastinate the next day to get back on your feet. do you know why? because YOU CAN DO IT. anybody with a will,WILL find a way. so don’t give up. instead go out there and show the world what you’ve got to offer,i can promise you its a hell of a lot more than probably even you can expect. go get ‘em. (: